Sexual Wastebasket

Let's get to it! Hopping from one man to the next satisfying your flesh, damaging your spirit and taking serious risk of contracting a life-threatening disease hindering you from having a healthy future with the love God blessed you with. Your ability to not understand that God is your provider and if you give all your worries to him, your outcome will be filled with joy and blessings will be genuine. Yet instead of looking to the Most High for deliverance and understanding you seek validation from a man who only sees your beauty, someone who doesn't care to know who you are on a spiritual level, someone who wants to know your intimate maturity, your understanding of life, love and trust. They don't see the internal damage that you withhold on the inside because you mask it with a smile and good conversation that lets them know I'm available. They want sexual relief and your pretty enough with just enough low self-esteem to become the sexual wastebasket they need. When life gets hard you run and you feel empty, so you fill up with a man's negative sexual impurities, the juices that are filled with his emotional trauma and every time a man dumps inside you a piece of his DNA is released into you.

You now start doing things out of character because you have so much traumatic juice dumped into your body! The only thing winning is the flesh who is your worst enemy because the flesh wants what it wants and it doesn't care how it is satisfied or from whom. You needed attention so you opened up your legs and your mouth. That made you feel pretty, wanted and sexy for a minute. Now reality is back and nothing has changed except the fact that you made another bad decision because you can't or don't know how to control yourself, your mind or your body. Your soul is suffering; you take advice from those who want to secretly destroy what you have. You can't see it because they say all the things that make you feel good with a smile all while destroying you. The devil is controlling your actions and all you have become is a sexual wastebasket and the topic of discussion in the streets.

God brought you someone who knew how to love you, who wanted to love you and show you what true love looked like, smelled like and tasted like. Your selfish desire to be pretty, spoiled, right and attention driven will result in a loss of a good thing because the attention you seek is not there. You're not allowed to just be a trophy, thing are required and expected of you as well, but you don't know this because you were never shown how true love works! Your temporary fixes and numerous body count just adds to a problem that could span back to childhood and early adulthood. Verbal, physical, mental and spiritual abuse could lead to a lack of self-respect and will have you looking for what seems to be love in all the wrong places, leading you to a place of spiritual loneliness in the end. Chaos raised women don't choose peace, they choose drama because that's what they were raised around and from. WSY? Blessings!